Listening to him while wide awake feeling pissed and down. :/

Gah! I just can’t fathom what’s happening with me today. Feeling not so good earlier this morning, I managed not to feel down for a wee bit. Apparently I gave in.. Feeling so so down. Not even in the mood to talk, feeling slack and every time I see a male friend on Facebook or on my messenger, I just want to get rid of them.

That awkward feeling of wanting to punch someone in the face but you can’t. I want to cry out loud but I can’t!

Oh well. I don’t know where all of these came from.. As to how or why I am feeling like this. My whole system is down, too. No appetite, upset tummy, and headache and feeling sleepy. Threw my dinner up tonight and put everything to waste. Bugger.

Could this be from the ordeal the last days? After all those emotional and psychological struggles I’ve been through.

I just pray ill get over this in time. I also wanted to cry my heart out but it feels like I’ve no more tears left to shed.

Dear God! I’m letting this all Go. 😦

If this pain is Yours, let it stay and make this my strength. But if it is not Yours, however, please heal me. 😦


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We can't choose what stays and fades away. So cherish every moment, pray, love, live and laugh like it's the last. – SM

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