Getting ready for beddy byes but still wide awake and just can’t contain what I am feeling at the moment.
Cuzzie is having challenges personally and I somehow know how and what she’s feeling. I’ve been there.. It’s really not easy doing things not for yourself but for the people you love and afraid of doing mistakes and displease them.
I just pray she won’t do what I did and shell make better choices. I just hope she’ll get through all these and surpass the storm.
While I myself is feeling a bit down not for my own self but for them.. For others. It hurts too seeing the people you love get hurt.
I am hoping ill find my rainbow thereafter and eventually will completely get over the storm I’ve been in for months..
Feeling a bit sick and I hate it. I hate it coz I easily get down. Ah! Life.