And you were just like the moon, so lonely, so full of imperfections, but just like the moon, you shined in times of darkness. – Unknown
It’s Tuesday. That’s it, seemed so normal, even frustrating and I am sick. I am going down with something, I know something is wrong with me. My body is so sore, everything is so sore. Mentally, physically, emotionally. I feel like riding a roller coaster today, from feeling okay to feeling so low and feeling grumpy to feeling numb. I was planning on doing laundry last Monday but I had to do other stuff so I pushed it through today and never felt so exhausted than the past days. I felt dragging myself yet again, I wanted to stay home but I have to go out and do something. I was even upset having an encounter with someone online. People can laugh at me, say things at me and even appreciate them laughing at me like nothing happened and like I don’t feel anything but the truth is, I am hurting.
How can people judge you based on what they see, they read and the things you post somewhere without even knowing you firsthand? There are just mean people everywhere. It’s so sad… Oh when will this depression ever end?
Anyways, I did went out to get a few more things for Nanay again today and it was late afternoon. I window shopped for a little while got carried away so it was already dark outside when I finally decided to head home. I felt hungry so I thought of grabbing a few to munch at the park and saw the moon. There’s nothing exciting about this post really, I just thought of sharing the photos of the full moon and while I was at the park and while I was on my way home, too. Thanks to VSCO app for their presets and made the photos more “okay” I guess.
I am still feeling down, feeling so lonely. The full moon has nothing to do with my personal feelings, instead it’s up there to remind me that even in the darkest times, one can still shine. That no matter how much and how many people will judge me, it doesn’t matter. I will shine like the moon, shine even in the darkest of times. 🙂