Testing the Waters.

G’day WordPress! Just had the notion to drop in some post today after doing some work and being a wee productive today.

Made some inputs on the site and found suppliers, too. Which is not bad to call it a day after all. Yay!

And today, too is the day I finally made up my mind! I am back in the drawing board once again. Feeling optimistic and took all the shattered pieces and back bouncing!

There’s no time for being sorry and feeling bad about what happened and now, i am going out in the open once again.

In short, I AM SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE! hahahaha!

Oh well.. Just testing the waters.

And I am not in a hurry anyway. Also, I am not telling all these to find someone soon soon. I just had to set myself free and get used to this setting. I am taking one day at a time.

God has His plans. God has prepared me for someone different. Someone who will love me for me.

Tried talking/ communicating back with men, too. As it has been a while since I have deprived myself of making friends to the opposite sex because I was in a relationship, because people might think I am flirting.

Yay! Hahaha. I don’t know why I am blurting it out but I am feeling good. And that means I am trying. Trying to be better and not feeling so much pain as I did months ago.

Thankyou God for this lovely day! 🙂

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I Choose Love.

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I am so in love with this song at the moment. I have been playing this most times of the day.

Sara Bareilles’ I Choose You from her latest album The Blessed Unrest. Found a copy of it online with the rest of her album but this is the only song I so like. 🙂

I am back to loving life and love again. 🙂

Don’t feel bad about things any more and feeling great.

Ready for beddy byes already but still awake and can’t get enough of the song just yet. Hahaha

But yeah, I need to hit the hay. So,

Good night WordPress!

Until next time. ^^,

Practice What You Preach.

Hello World!

Dropping by and jotting down the things I wanted to share here.

Just this morning when I shared what I’ve been through, cousin and I had a talk.. shared something about the deep-seated pains, thoughts and feelings I long kept within the family and no one else.

How frustrating and disappointing and aggravating things are for me, but God’s still so good to me.

While I was sick and catching up on rest, there were times that I cannot stop myself from thinking about what happened in the past. It still hurts but not as much. And I am utilizing this pain every now and then so that one day, whenever I will look back, I won’t feel hurt anymore. I will get there. Soon.

I still will keep those things within the family and no one else. I may have posted heaps of stuff about what I felt and expressed a lot here but I never mentioned any names or people concerned.

As much as I want to share the real story, there’s something holding me back and it’s better this way. I will let those people do what they have been doing and will let them do their things.

Funny that, some of these people are the people whom I considered “close” friends. And these people are claiming to be CHRISTIAN, so to speak. Ironically enough, these “Christian” ones have the most “UNCHRISTIAN WAYS”.

Hypocrites and pretentious people hey. Oh well. They should listen to what they’re saying. Walk the talk; practice and act what they preach.

Anyways, I have already lifted them up to God every time I pray.

I am also asking God to take away these anger and disappointments and asked for deeper understanding and humility. Will still keep my head bowed down.. for I know one day, one day.. karma will come and get them.

I have so much to say to those people yet I will keep it still.

Watch me stand, bounce back and grow people!

I will prove you wrong!

Something Unusual

Just want to share about some of my favourite things.

I am not into beauty stuff or makeups. I seldom even use one for myself.

But here’s one product that is so nice to wear.

Color Elixir Lipstick by Max Factor

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I am using Secret Cerise (660)
It stays longer on your lips and so comfy to wear. 🙂

Everyone Suffers in Their Own Life

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Just a quick post this time as the medicine is taking effect.

Have been in bed most of the time, sleeping. It’s one good way to catch up on rest and sleep after months of stress (mostly emotional and psychological).

Hoping to really get over this tomorrow though as I hate being sick.

And hoping to really get over this whole ordeal.. In God’s time.

Moi

Moi

While waiting for the internet connection to come back, I looked at the photos in my mobile and found this..

I’m missing my long hair. Hehehe

That was taken a year ago, on my 26th birthday.

I’m growing my hair back and will have these again SOON! hehehe