When your mind is caught in a storm, be as still as a lake. Cool the currents of your emotions with compassion and faith. The storm will pass – and your mind will settle.
I am back! It’s been a while hey! A lot has happened lately and I have so many things that I want to vent out today, too that is why I am here.
Some people never really grow up hey. Some are bored and some are just hungry and greedy for people’s attention. Gah!
I am so done! Seriously don’t have the time and energy to delve into their games. No matter how much you keep silent and stay in the corner, living your own happy life, some just don’t get it.. they love to involve others in their drama and break them and tell people how great they really are for breaking them and tearing them apart.
Some people just don’t wanna see people happy hey especially those miserable ones. I am really tired of putting up with the IGNORANT and DESPERATE ones, as much as I’d like to throw back to them what they have thrown at me, I just can’t find the energy anymore. Besides, I don’t wanna put myself to their level even if one called me a bottom feeder and names and bad mouthed me. LOL
Oh God! I really offer these kind of people to You. Give them what they deserve and have mercy on them.
I thought I was over the storm and the earthquake but never thought there’ll be an aftershock. LOL
I could have tell people not so nice things about “someone” I used to know, but I chose not to. Why the heck will I when it has nothing to do with them and it’s nothing to do with me too? That’s all GARBAGE!
So yeah, whatever you really throw at me this time, I don’t care. I will keep still and won’t let every thing in. I have moved on and healed, I have my family and friends with me and those people who in one way or the other cares and supports and understands me that much. I am happy where I am and I am loved, so SUCK IT UP and DEAL WITH IT!
I will let go and let God. Besides, the things and words you throw at me doesn’t define me, it defines you. 🙂
On the other hand, I am super happy and never been this happy ever recently, and I thank God for giving me this miracle.
Everything was unexpected, unpredictable.. everything’s a BLESSING! It’s just BEAUTIFUL.
Whatever Your will Lord, it will be done. You know our heart’s desire and prayers.. I am not gonna question You, coz when it’s real, I don’t have to question it.
Anyway, I am now actually useless for words.. and will end this one with a quote from Trent Shelton..
The heart that is meant to love you is a Faith Provider, isn’t selfish.
..is consistent, the love they give you is unconditional.
..don’t give up on you, is dependable; you can count on them when there’s nobody else to count on. 🙂