Lil Eddie – Statue

Statue

Lil Eddie

 

When a day is said and done,
In the middle of the night and youre fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
telling myself Im the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When Im still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what I have to offer.
I shouldve been a [season], guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the shit I put you through,
Why did you make it hard
Its like youre living and i make you??
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what I have to offer for.
I shouldve been a [season],guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)
And youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, never. (Stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation
Its like you love me more than I love myself.

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
everytime i disappoint you ,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (You are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (And I want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (Cause so bad Im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love

THIS.

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Listening to him while wide awake feeling pissed and down. :/

Gah! I just can’t fathom what’s happening with me today. Feeling not so good earlier this morning, I managed not to feel down for a wee bit. Apparently I gave in.. Feeling so so down. Not even in the mood to talk, feeling slack and every time I see a male friend on Facebook or on my messenger, I just want to get rid of them.

That awkward feeling of wanting to punch someone in the face but you can’t. I want to cry out loud but I can’t!

Oh well. I don’t know where all of these came from.. As to how or why I am feeling like this. My whole system is down, too. No appetite, upset tummy, and headache and feeling sleepy. Threw my dinner up tonight and put everything to waste. Bugger.

Could this be from the ordeal the last days? After all those emotional and psychological struggles I’ve been through.

I just pray ill get over this in time. I also wanted to cry my heart out but it feels like I’ve no more tears left to shed.

Dear God! I’m letting this all Go. 😦

If this pain is Yours, let it stay and make this my strength. But if it is not Yours, however, please heal me. 😦