All Of Me

I am so in love with this song and somehow it breaks my heart.. in a good way. That kind of pain and joy, soul depth. Unexplainable, unfathomable..
It’s like the thoughts I have inside my head written and put into a song.
Thank you, John Legend! Thanks to your wife, too!

Praying to God for that person who will feel the same way with me in His perfect timing, in His perfect will. 🙂

There have been so many things crossing my mind the past weeks.. I am still mending, sort of.. Still on with the changes I need to do and how to do it and be better than I was, not for people but for myself. Feeling better about myself lately and feeling these weird feelings I never felt before and some were never felt in a long time. It’s bliss! 🙂

Thankful to God for these blessings and so blessed for being a blessing to others, too. 🙂

Ah! Life, love and it’s beauty! 🙂

Until then, seeyuz!

How Long Will I Love You

“How Long Will I Love You”
(Single Version)

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I can.
How long will I need you?
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan.

How long will I be with you?
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand.

How long will I want you?
As long as you want me to
And longer by far.
How long will I hold you?
As long as your father told you,
As long as you can.

How long will I give to you?
As long as I live through you
However long you say.

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I may.

[Spoken:]
We’re all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives.
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride.

This song captivated my heart today and while listening to this then thoughts came crossing my mind.

Will I be able to fully trust a man with all my heart again?
Will I be able to love and be loved like I never loved before?
I want to, but it scares me to bits. I am terrified. I never want to be abandoned and be hurt again. I don’t want to love someone and throw everything just like something useless. My heart is aching, longing and yearning for someone I am not sure even existed. Or maybe he’s there but not sure when he’ll be here or will he ever be here?

*Sigh*

The Beginning of Love..

It’s been a long day! Well long days actually. Feeling exhausted but at the same time feeling great having someone so nice.

Just thought of sharing this to you today. Didn’t have the moxie to share a lot of thoughts yet as I’m just feeling slack.. Not that I am slack but not ready to vent out yet.

Anyway, hope you’re all having a great day! Keep safe and keep warm everyone! 🙂

So HALE!

One of the music I used to listen to when I was in college.. Crying my heart out and remembering the love I wasted. Chos! :3

So emotional this one.. Haha!

This song brings me to tears actually.. Ah! The not so good old days. 🙂

So HALE!

The Day You Said Goodnight
Hale

Take me as you are
Push me off the road
the sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I’m freezing in the sun
I’m burning in the rain
The silence
I’m screaming,
Calling out your name

Bridge:
And i do reside in your light
that puts up the fire with me and find
Yeah you’ll lose the side of your circles
That’s what i’ll do if we say goodbye

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmthress your light is pressing unto us
You didn’t ask me why
I never would have known
oblivion is falling down

Bridge:
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you’ll lose the side of your circles
That’s what i’ll do if we say goodbye

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be alright.

Chorus:
To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

she’s already taken,
she’s already taken
she’s already taken me
she’s already taken,
she’s already taken me

The day you said goodnight.

It’s THOR-ific!

The whole city’s devastated still, and instead of being carried away by the situation, opted to post something lighter.

Our kitty, Thor was in the mood for some cuddles and played with him yesterday. He’s never been so keen when it comes to being cuddled the past months but lately, he’s became loving and keen on giving cuddles and is a big help to take out the stress the world’s giving us. 🙂

Took some snapshots of him and of us together.

Hope everyone’s well. Keep safe y’all! 🙂

Smile, and the Whole World Smiles With You.

Feeling drained from everything that’s happened, city wide and here at home..

Thought of taking photos this arvo with cousin with our gumboots on. Feeling like we’re from different place.. or we’re just feeling different. lol

There you go, our outfit for today and sharing some smile to you!

Good night WordPress! God bless everyone 🙂

TD Agaton’s Havoc

This is how it is at some parts of the city, downtown Butuan and in Barangay Baan Riverside, as of January 21, 2014

The photos are not mine, I grabbed them from a group of Butuanons on Facebook. There’s  not much rain but the water level’s still rising..

A prayer from you is already a big help to us.

Keep safe Butuanons! God bless everyone!

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Inspiration, Where Art Thou?

I have thoughts of you, of us. A lot, actually. I wish this, that and these.. After all, it’s still wishful thinking. Reality hits me like a brick fell on my face: That I am here and you’re there.

-MC

Oh what a day! There’s still flood in the way!

I really am not sure what’s going on inside my head.. maybe I am just overwhelmed with what’s happening here at the moment. Only few suburbs out of 86suburbs are not affected.. most parts of the city were flooded and need help. That time of the year hey!

Great thing Tropical Depression melted into Low Pressure. It’s a relief even so it’s still raining.. water level’s subdued a bit and praying it’ll be gone soon.. Or if it won’t too soon, will just pray for more strength and courage to keep us going as it’s frustrating and it’s taking it’s toll on me these times. 😦

Feeling so lonely at the moment and I can’t fathom why or how or what’s the reason behind.. that time of the day hey!

Praying for the whole Butuan and Caraga Region and the regions that are affected with these calamities.

God bless everyone!

Tropical Depression That Causes Depression :)

This is the situation at home at the moment. Knee-deep water level here where we are and still rising. Water’s all over the place. No place in the house where there’s no water.. Thankful still that the water level is not sooo deep compared to the other places in the city. Others have the water too high until neck.

Literally no place for us to evacuate and we can’t leave our things and pets behind. Friends and some relatives need most help, too.

Praying that these rain and flood will be over soon soon. 🙂

Keep safe everyone!

Something I Need

I’ve been on hiatus coz I don’t have the notion to post anything yet.. not even music videos or photographs.

Just wanted to share this lovely song from One Republic, Something I Need. 🙂

It’s been crazy busy here at home today and the last months.. Ah! I wanna have some rest, seriously.

Until next time! Have a great day y’all! 🙂